cherry

Just want to say Merry Christmas to everyone....

I miss you all~

...A tiny blue flower began to burn my skin, and that odd sensation made me blind to my self, my beauty and my identity. Everything i did was designed to create a strange new fairy tale, a fairy tale meant just for me and the boy i adored.

 

It was a very beautiful night, very secluded... The boy sat entranced against the railing, smiling, watching the girl dance in the moonlight. Her body was smooth as a swan's, yet powerful as a leopard's. Every feline crouch, leap and turn was elegant, yet madly seductive...

 

Yet another kiss, long and tender....This is the first time that i realised kissing before lovemaking could be so comfortable, steady, un hurried, enhancing  my desire...he has eyes like angel's , sparkling and certainly attractive.... " I love you"...I hugged him tight and cloesd my eyes.....will this be my eternity moment?.....

 

   Right,that's it---i'm done with dating.i m through spending two hours getting dolled up to linger in a london club, sip a cocktail and flirt with a hot barman whom i 200% sure is a guy.......gosh... what is wrong with me?

  People say i'm looking in the wrong places,but that's because i've tried the right places and they were too rammed with sub-standard dross.Also, at some point,i got scared!

  Recently. my best friend has came to me everyday and complaining her complicated relationships with two other guys. she doesnt know how to make a decision between these two. To be honest, i dont understand,how on earth could she being so miserable while two handsome men are fighting to get her?also i'm getting a bit jealous,at least she has someone, or in her case--TWO,but a girl like me got nothing, no one....i dont even have someone that i can argue with. i'm not saying that i'm desperate.while on some really rare occasion i still have the ability to find myself a decent straight man who isnt entirely apathetic about dating.

  I just miss the feeling when i m in love with someone.

  Anyway, to sum up: life in london----SUCKS!

所有的爱，所有的恨， 所有大雨里潮湿的回忆，所有的眼泪和拥抱，所有刻骨铭心的炙热年华，所有繁盛而离散的生命，都在那个夏至未曾到来的夏天，一起扑向死亡。。。。。

 

 

  已经很久没有上来了，动物有冬眠，而原本对这个夏天充满期待的我，居然悄悄的躲了起来。。。

  嗯。。这个夏天发生了很多事情，所以希望大家密切关注我这个星期即将出炉的“巨作”哦~

  英俊哥昨天打了电话给我，我好开心，虽然只是寒暄了几句，但毕竟有人牵挂是件甜美的事**

  今天在网上看见小雪了，心里觉得好内疚，她过生日的时候我忘记打给她，想必她一定很生气。。其实我没有忘，可是那天忙着忙着就过去了，第二天起来，就怎么也不好意思打给她了。。小雪，真的对不起！你是我最好的朋友，在伦敦时，你陪我度过了那么多个寂寞彷徨的夜晚，一直觉得很感激有你在我身边，我真的不知道该如何向你解释，只好请求你的原谅。。。不管如何，还是要祝你生日快乐！

  福子明天去医院复查了，请大家跟我一起为他祈祷。。。。不过我相信他一定没事的！

  夜深了，刚刚在网上看见他，他说他要去澳洲。。。。忽然间觉得好失落。。终于鼓起勇气去找他的，他却要走了。。也许真的是没有缘分吧。。。。